in a nutshell

• been a big week
• mum has been told she is dying and that chemo is about quality and quantity of time left, not cure
• I knew that but she didnt hear it the first time said, she heard this time, she is coping quite well considering, actually, it has pulled her out of her fug, other family members who also didnt hear it the first time are now enlightenend to what I have been dealing with for weeks now. Bloody!
  
• I finally received my piece of paper which enables me to legally work in the office and sign things and such, this removes some strain
• we have an appointment with the chemo doctor on wednesday which will be enlightening for certain
• My other half has gone missing in action and was last seen scrubbing walls and eating cheese sandwiches at Mayfield where he probably still is judging by the state of the walls there
• I am lonely and yet not
• life goes on allbeit a bit strangely
• the dog is lonely and must go for walks that i cannot take her on, bad darlin'
• said dog and cat are waking me up all night scratching carpet and growling at each other and adjusting to new life in new house
• kids are good and coping well so far, they are troopers who spend a lot of time on buses and dont scratch carpet or growl!
• I am coming to town tommorrow and will be at the euro at 11 imbibing caffiene for anyone who wishes to join me...I shall be asleep under the table attached to a drip with coffee in it wearing very red lippy to please waiters who tell me what to do
• grrrrrr

Are we there yet???