Because in my head it's all very exciting
In my physical existance however, I am bored shitless this week
Stuck in the middle of this and that, that'd be where I am
waiting
waiting
waiting
For someone to come along and tell me what to do here in the orifice and maybe pay me some money or something
For someone to come along and hold my damned hand here
For me to get a move on and something or other
You see my dilemma?
Never mind that I am going out of my head here....
no no, never mind that
:0)
In real life? Got a call from little brother last night, mum was in a great deal of pain .....had to go drug her to the gills so she got some relief and sit and yak for a while about all the things that need sorting......she is 'at' sorting now. She knows, as I know......nothing gets said in words really, but it's there none the less......
Spring seems to be sprung a little early here
Having some lovely weather considering I should be freezing my bum off
Am a bit fitter than I was a couple of weeks ago, not too much, but certainly a bit
Haven't had a ciggie for 9 days now.....not even a puff
Am counting down the next two weeks, holding my breath, remembering to breathe, holding my breath..........sigh
Energetically I am walking a fine line, I am not here in 'this' world, not very often just lately. It's a little disconcerting and that's okay, I figure it will get easier with practise.....I am growing. I feel very very 'stretchy' just lately. Someone will know what I mean here...or not. Matters not. I am anyway.
I suppose I'd better go pretend to do something....I don't know why actually, no one is looking are they? Maybe I will read my book then, or I suppose I could do filing or something. I just have no enthusiasm for it, any of it......well, maybe the book. Maybe I will shut the damn door and go walk in the park for a little while........recharge, say hi to a tree......
yeah, think I'll do that......
13 comments:
Love the hi to a tree....Love your wit ... and courage....yes courage
Linda
Dance like no ones watching... ;D
Fart like no ones listening.......w.w.
RENATA!!!!!!!!
Go fart on your own blog!!!
I hope you did ....hug a tree.
You are in the space between one door closing and another opening.
Breathe ....trust THE plan ....
Just do the next right thing ....
and yes I do get it ....ohhh yes.
Poowhee! It's rough in here!
ps Doesn't matter if you're not here in this world...who knows...maybe where you are is the real one...sometimes I hope so...
smiling to myself here.........
By the way, congratulations on the not smoking thing. Good luck on the money thing...you will need it. It is very expensive to stop smoking because you will have to feed yourself for the additional ten or so years that you will live.
Wow, Michele...I take a break from blogging and am finally coming back and here you are with your blog looking so different (and beautiful) and all sorts of lovely poems to read... And so much happening in your heart.
I like the way you say that you feel "stretchy" just now...Maybe I am not sure exactly what you mean...but I think I feel a bit stretchy inside too :)
Hope you went to say hi to a tree... Nothing better sometimes than being a tree hugger -- maybe they don't hug back so well...but they are very steady and supportive :)
love to you
Liz
Thanks for keeping us informed. Nothing much real ever happens in my life any more, well, my cat died. But not much else. I am living thru you dearie.
Heh.
I'm looking out your eyes...
Michelle you won the Renee Bracelet!
I feel stretchy too, I hope this helps you a little!!
Congratulations.
Oh Michelle, it isn't easy being green said Kermit the frog.
Love Renee xoxo
Congrats on 9 days! You rock!
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