I have no wish to be busy this morning.....
I am tired
still
My cold sores are healing up and very dry and cracky and stuff....grrrrrrrrr
My house is full of rude teenagers who make more mess than they clean up and eat more food than I get paid for.......and one tall pommy who is kind of cute and cleans up after himself so we might let him stay a while.
I have decided to calm down.
This was necessary as I was driving myself a bit insane last week with the thought of having to do it all forever and other such stuff.
I need to remind myself that I can do nothing about anyone else's thoughts or feelings or opinions, they are not my responsibility.......I have enough responsibility right now to sink a damn ship so everyone else gets to manage their own stuff from now on.....I can't do it all, I'm not even supposed to, and I certainly don't want to.
That's actually kind of a dumb thing to say because it's all wishful thinking, the external stuff I am dealing with right now, pretty much none of it is mine.......however, it does belong to my children and my parent so I will deal with it I guess. I will just remember that it will not last forever. And that one day I might even miss it.
The internal stuff?? Well, I'm just leaving it alone for now and giving me a break.
Immune system boosters?? Tell me some good ones people, my immune system is not happy with me right now........
6 comments:
sounds like it is all moving in the right direction my-shell xx
spirulina? vitaminc?
Lots of hugs cause endorphins to rise and make a happy body.xx♥
I'm sorry you're tired, and don't feel well, and have kids who are eating everything and leaving a mess. If you stop feeding them, maybe they'll go away, and then your other problems will get better too. This might not sound like much of an idea, but it's the best that comes to mind right now where Monday is still a half hour away, and I am about ready to turn in.
I'm not sure how "it does belong to my children and my parent" leads logically to "so I will deal with it." Well, yes, I understand it emotionally...just not logically. And emotions overrule logic everytime. I am reminded of my rule for helping someone into a lifeboat: "You can never push someone into a lifeboat because it just makes your head go underwater. You can only pull someone into a lifeboat once you are securely in the lifeboat yourself with other people holding on to you."
I suppose Mark, that I mean I will deal with having to be around to pick up the pieces and do what needs doing. Just the same stuff I have been doing. I don't really know.
Juice your vegies (that's what i am currently doing & have done so doing times of intense healing) ...Red one=carrot, beetroot & ginger and a green one= with lots a grEEn stuff in it! X;-) i also take Spirulina, vit B12 & Selenium (150g) xox
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