In point form as I am buggered right now.....
- I talked to a friend, which made me feel better, and them too I hope
- I had a tantrum and hung up on the doctors secretary because she is an IDIOT!!!!!!
- I went to the doctors surgery and sat there and cried till they let me see the doctor and get mums morphiene script to fax up to Byron because she ran out because she is a silly cow who is used to me doing everything for her.........
- I apologised to the doctors secretary who is not really an idiot but the doctor is and that's her row to hoe.........
- I went to work for half an hour to stop my sale from being stolen and found them STILL not able to get month end away after 3 DAYS!!!!.......I had to go so now my sale has likely been stolen and if I don't get paid for it the shit will HIT THE FAN like they have never seen it because this little black duck has had enough of people not telling her stuff....
- I went to the dentist and had needles and got stuff done that left me feeling sore and numb but looking schmick! Sort of.......
- Went to MY doctors and got buckets of blood taken to test for hormone imbalances and other such unlikely things....doctor thinks I am stressed to my limit and so do I but I do the do because alternative things don't bear thinking about........I also got some more valium, so I wont go mad quite yet :)
- I went and looked at 75 bed shops then went back to the first one and bought a new bedroom suite that likely wont fit in my bedroom but I will have a brand new bed on Thursday anyway, even if the tall boy lives outside of the bedroom. I like this bed a lot. I don't think I have ever had a brand new bed before....certainly not all of my own anyway.
- I am wondering how to get a life, have a life and also clean up 20 tonnes of dust from mums house before Sunday........
- Am sick of eating crap and have decided to stop that now that I have regained my few kilos I lost the other month.......grrrrrr
- I am bored
- I am lonely
- I am sick of being close to tears
- I am in need of a cuddle and a back rub
- suck it up Michelle, suck it up
7 comments:
I am not in favour of sucking it up....
Let how you feel flow ....you are in the middle of a tough tough time ...
Breathe in ....and out.
Try to do something lovely every day ...like buy a new bed....
xxxx
Smooch. Mine didn't.Maybe sometimes they don't. Sending cyber cuddle.xx♥
but you do know that you are adored by many...w.w.
No Michelle, don't suck it up. If you do you will continue to feel like shit.
Love you.
Renee xoxo
I don't feel like shit ALL the time......was a long long day.
x
(((Hugs))) (((Hugs))) & (((Hugs))) x
Michelle I don't visit you here as much as I should. Your going through some tough days. I know you know your a star already and you are.
Hoping you feel more relaxed shortly.
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