sometime when....

In the coming weeks I have plans. They are vague and yet certain.

I am unknowing and yet wise.

Im not quite sure what this means....

I must stop smoking

I must open myself to the energies that patiently wait for me to remove myself

as my own obstacle.

I must accept who I am, whoever she be....

I must trust

I must write

I must paint

I must ASK

but first

I must do christmas!