that is not really okay but I am trying to accept that this is where I am at for now....
Good news is that Shelli is currently OFF meds and feeling like a 'normal' human being after a very long time of probable over medication and a long spiral downwards. Early days yet but we shall see.....
Amazing what can come about from an insistence on medication change, several rude nurses and a lot of determination ain't it.
Sometimes little miracles happen.