okay okay

I actually am alive...I swear!

A lot....

I am hiding in cave only because I must to do what needs to be done....

In between caving life goes on....I haved ho-ed at backpassage and shopped and cooked and not cleaned as Diana would have seen today

Darlin' has been entertaining other women whilst I have been ho-ing

The exhibition which shall hanceforth be known as 'shit' is looming....

just over a week to go

gulp

still.....

in my hibernating cave time I have been productive and am almost ready for it

as ready as I shall ever be anyway

gulpchokespitetc

There is only so much one artyfarty can do in a month!

and so it is

Am feeling remarkably calm in spite of late nights due to inability to sleep.....although I would have slept last night had the alarm next door not gone off high pitchedly for hours.....

am going for healing tommorrow with someone who is she but not she....excellent

am now the proud owner of a packet of red dots that I will fully expect to be attached to paintings soon.....

and a visitors book

ahhhhhhh........gulp

farewell xx