Thursday, September 13, 2007

a minute in the day

Have been up and down like a yoyo this week

Its not been wonderful

Am very tired and have zilch energy and want to sleep a lot

Ha ha ha

Karen Bishops energy alerts are the story of my life right now

waiting waiting waiting

oh well

I am painting Gloria's painting finally...its very schmick according to darlin' and I hope to have it finished by the end of the weekend

The exhibition comes down on Sunday...this is good...darlin' and I are over it

We have decided that we havent had much fun lately and need to remedy this pronto

My kids are a worry

I do find myself feeling very guilty at times lately about not being a good parent due to past discrepencies and not knowing how to fix this because I just bloody cant.....forgivness of self I know...they will and have survived I know but I want them to be more than survivors you know....surviving is such farking struggle

I dont know why this font is here but I will go with it

I am also painting Toni's painting ......shhhhh, don't tell her

I am quite pleased with the results of the exhibition even though I will never put myself through such stress again....hah, so she says right now

I don't know, I would like to speak more eloquently and bare my soul a bit but I just don't have the oomph to even think right now

I will get to it

I miss blogging for real

I miss me

Better go find me then....

see ya


~*Rylah*~ said...

It's great to hear from you...

Yes, it is a struggle, it's true.

Are you EVER coming back to RC? I miss you.

Glad the exhibit will be over soon and that you have sold stuff - all very good.

And the bold and italics make up for the lack of 'eloquence'.... LOL :( Just kidding, you're wonderful...

Cyndy said...

Looking forward to seeing you....

This post says quite a lot, actually

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 etc need to go to bed... 12.34am....zzzzzzzz

Anonymous said...

to be an artist means that you MUST be tortured ( in some way ) that goes with the must pay the prie for your talent (if it were that easy, everyone would be doing it)HA...HA...sharing ones talents mean putting yourself out there. It is all about experience, when you do a few more exhibitions, it will all seam like a piece of cake ( and you will).Lucky

Rider-Waite said...

I won't tell her her if you don't.

You sound a bit down and out Chell, take some time to spend alone and relax. You have had a huge couple of weeks, and some quiet time would be good for you. xxx

Lisa said...

I miss you too- the real you, the essence of you. Yes, are you ever coming back? Karen Bishop is right on the nail this month, right down tot he 'losing people and things' that she speaks of.
take care dear chell
we really like you !
me x

Jewell said...

we do like you and all that is you...dear shell never lose sight of that fact that you are who you are for a reason...

To be a fabulous arist..darling, sweetie.....

Love u Jxxx

Cyndy said...

Are you back yet?

Missing you...