Thursday, September 20, 2007

sometimes....

Sometimes in life we do things we instantly regret

but there is no going back and undoing it

Sometimes we do something so shocking that others cannot pretend it wasn't

Sometimes the reason we do these things is that we need desperately to change and by doing this shocking thing we are unintentionally (or so we think at the time) creating the exact thing that will make us HAVE to look at ourselves with honesty and choose to do WHATEVER it takes to climb up from there

Sometimes we use this thing as an excuse to alienate ourselves from anything that will do us any good and we will use shame, anger, illness or whatever we can think of in our desperate scramble to cover up the reality that is ours

And the choice is all ours at that point

Sometimes we don't even see it through our self imposed deceptions

Sometimes we put ourselves at rock bottom to force us to have to climb up out of the pit and live
or stay there and die

Sometimes, if we face the fear head on and walk through it and all over it, we surprise ourselves

And the choice is still ours

And it always was

10 comments:

Cyndy said...

choices
make
life
good
hard
fulfilling
or
not
bad
large
are
necessary
difficult
individual
.....FARK

Lisa said...

that is beautiful and resoundingly true x

Rider-Waite said...

You really are a clever and amazing woman.

Can't wait to see what my painting is like! You have talent pouring out of you.

Now go play scrabulous.

Lisa said...

you are an artiste with words ankle- i must have coffee with you someitme soon.......

Anonymous said...

And sometimes it is necessary to step back from a group view so that one can hear their own view to relearn and redefine who they really are as an individual.

Anchell said...

Yes, that is true too.

Lisa said...

fark shell..my fang is evicted !!!!!!!!!!!fark snoffle shitz x569877777777775

farking toothless hag said...

i am farking sore and sorry and taking credit for fark is fun.......

annoying maryme said...

fark fark fark fark fark

peaceandsympathy said...

Sometimes, I wish for you to live nearer. Sometimes, I wish I lived within your, Lisa and Cyndi's perimeter. Sometimes, I wish for someone's hands to hold. Sometimes, I haven't a clue if I'm in a pit or not.

B