You know how it is when your head is full and your hands are heavy
Lots going on in my life right now
Lots of shit from my past coming up for me with the arrival of my ex in my sons life
Josh is going to him for christmas and I feel like I am sending him to the monster under the bed
and it hurts that 12 years down the track this arsehole has me reeling yet again
I swore he would never hurt me again and yet here I am again
I wish he had just conveniently died sometime
life goes on
and it looks like my mother may be really quite sick
will know more by next week but the quack is concerned enough to be rushing her through tests before xmas
the daughter stealing Catholic bastards will have my daughter for xmas and I wont
whinge bitch moan x 34523
I will prevail!
on the bright side?
It will rain today
Someone will enjoy that I suppose
grrrr sob moan sigh
thats enough of this!