Feeling a bit more human today after a day of doing nothing much and another to look forward to
Back to the grind tomorrow
My sister has arrived at mums so I can breath
Shopping is all done bar the fruit and veg, which will be ridiculously expensive on xmas eve but what else is new?
wont even mention fuel...
Had noice coffees and cheesecakes with real people last night so the world is still turning
Darlin thinks I have left him for scrabble because thats how I turn my head off
The bad thing is that now Ive had time to wind down I am feeling the fear.....cancer, my god!
Chemo, hair loss, vomiting, offices........moving!
I think I will have to move us over to Backpassage in order to be able to cope
It seems the most sensible thing to do right now
My children will not love me
Enough...Im going to scrabble before my head explodes
better than drugs yes???