Monday, August 04, 2008

Yuk

Am having a shitter of a week

I am exhausted

Havent had an actual stay at home do nothing type day off for 4 weeks now and I am feeling it badly

Seem to have anxiety issues whenever I get my period these days too...which is too often anyway

Its not fair to be laying in bed reading and then have to get up due to palpitations and hot flashes and impending feelings of doom

Am thinking that tiredness is just exagerrating this also

Whatever, I am OVER it

Sick to bloody death of feeling like shit every day

and then being up all night

I am a zombie

But my mother has clean windows

Intelligent me did organise a cleaning spree for yesterday as she was getting majorly depressed and stressed by the filthy windows. Mother is a very clean woman and is frustrated to the max by beibg too weak to do these things herself. So, in order to save younger brother who has to live with her's sanity we all went and did a blitz....sparkling windows and mother now and that is nice

Shame I cant move.....

oh shut up Michelle and stop whinging

I WANT TO GO TO BED AND SLEEP

FOR A VERY LONG TIME

GRRRRRRRRRRR

3 comments:

Myst_72 said...

Oh Michelle!

I'm thinking of you,

fat lot of help that it is.

I hope things improve for you soon,

G
xx

Faerie said...

Yes, I am thinking of you too!

Bloody anxiety ... no pun intended!

Keep shining :-)
xxxx

Cyndy said...

Just thinking of the things that you are dealing with gives me palpitations and the desire to go to bed for a long time.

And bleed from the ears...... ;0)