I forgive myself :)
I have a life and in it I got a swine flu vaccination which has made me sick....as in lets throw up for 24 hours and ache like a bitch, sick.......I am still not complaining. I just slept for 24 hours and I am still tired :)
I have a terrific K daughter who looked after me all day and cooked dinner for everyone out of nothing last night because i was useless and sleeping and throwing up and stuff...
I have a fuzzy brain and everything is a little bit too hard. This will pass I know.
I am loved and loving being loved....that is absolutely the best bit right now. I got thoroughly spoiled on Valentines Day and several other days too......I am grinning on the inside quite a lot lately. Even when things are hard. Balance......there seems to be balance here and I like it a lot.
I am slowly starting to feel like I am not in a hurry to get to tomorrow.....that I can maybe just do today and be in it.....this is a bit weird....that a job, a moving, a whatever will come along when it is time for it to be here. That I can relax a little????
Pft!
Obviously the universe thought I needed some sleep so it got me good.
I am smiling on the inside....and sipping lemonade slowly
Just for today....
7 comments:
Michelle, I'm so sorry you had a bad reaction, but at least it's over.
here's to small steps and swine flu and Kayla the incredible............love you xx
I am so glad the swine flu vax didn't make me sick ;0( You're the only person that I've heard of that has had this reaction, & just about everyone that I work with has had it.
I saw your inner smile the other day :0) It's lovely
xoxoxo
i think your poor over-worked body is letting you know what it thinks of your treatment of it and giving you a good dose of what will make you rest...take care of michelle, take all that loving love into your heart and heal slowly and well as you have walked through hell and back...i am so happy you are being cared for as you deserve.
xox
Maybe it wasnt the vax, but its the only thing that made sense....anyway whatever, I like my inner smile a lot :) xxx
I'm glad you are starting to feel better, Michelle. You have been through so much.
Letting go of all the crap?
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