sanity

Thank fark for Marys who turn up for coffee and make my headache go away

and then get all philosophical (?) and bring it back again

love you guys....

really

now

what is my scapegoat ???

Im serious

It used to be detachment, big time, how do I detach from this hmmm?

maybe Im just fronting up.....interesting

hmmmmm

scrabble?

yup!

yay

in a nutshell

• been a big week
• mum has been told she is dying and that chemo is about quality and quantity of time left, not cure
• I knew that but she didnt hear it the first time said, she heard this time, she is coping quite well considering, actually, it has pulled her out of her fug, other family members who also didnt hear it the first time are now enlightenend to what I have been dealing with for weeks now. Bloody!
  
• I finally received my piece of paper which enables me to legally work in the office and sign things and such, this removes some strain
• we have an appointment with the chemo doctor on wednesday which will be enlightening for certain
• My other half has gone missing in action and was last seen scrubbing walls and eating cheese sandwiches at Mayfield where he probably still is judging by the state of the walls there
• I am lonely and yet not
• life goes on allbeit a bit strangely
• the dog is lonely and must go for walks that i cannot take her on, bad darlin'
• said dog and cat are waking me up all night scratching carpet and growling at each other and adjusting to new life in new house
• kids are good and coping well so far, they are troopers who spend a lot of time on buses and dont scratch carpet or growl!
• I am coming to town tommorrow and will be at the euro at 11 imbibing caffiene for anyone who wishes to join me...I shall be asleep under the table attached to a drip with coffee in it wearing very red lippy to please waiters who tell me what to do
• grrrrrr

Are we there yet???

welllll....

nope

nothing interesting

except that I am now a legalised super real estate typ person who has also sold a house this week

yawn

I never wanted a full time job career type thing

now I know why

yawn yawn

you have to do it EVERY day you know

bugger this

wheres my paint??

oh thats right

its in a hundred boxes in my REALLY BIG cupboard

hmmmm

I am also perhaps commissioned for two very big paintings

oh dear

that would require time

oh dear oh well oh dear

I hate typing on laptops

but i like typing on them on my kitchen table

which is brand new and spankingly nice

as you will see

if you come to lunch next sunday

YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

goodnight

Im sorry about the lack of interesting

I will get to it Im sure

ahem

Jen is a hypocrite too

xxx

BTW has anyone sen Darlin?? I sure as shit havent!

grrr

wish i knew but i dont......

feeling a bit blah today

but there is no point to that

so i shall get dressed and go and open the office

because i am very important you know

I am a BIGKNOB in hookers

a very big knob

oh poo

and i will post something interesting tonight

i hope

xxx

be there

Sunday the 6th of April.

My place

lunch

you are invited

bring a plate with food on it

yay

cheap flights available...

hmmmm

he he...........

so does mine!

snoff

What about Sunday???

sob

renege....

Was going to invite you all over next Saturday

but some poo cant come, so

I will get back to you on this okay!

Might have to be the one after.....can we do this???

Plenty of frikken warning Me!

grrrrrrrrrr

I am good

tired but good

and darlin is good too

when he's not naughty

I am never naughty of course

but only because I dont have time

I wll get to naughty

you just watch me!!!

I will blog a real one soon I promise............xxxxxxxxx

gawd

You know what?

Its Wednesday

Today has been hell

as was yesterday

not enough hours

I have been into town twice

centrelink are assholes

3 farking times i have had to provide the same information!!!!!

WTF?

grrrr

I would have come to reiki

but i couldnt drive in there AGAIN

so I am home

alone!

no kids

no darlin

just me and the animals

Its reeeaaalllyyy quiet here

and I cant hear a bus anywhere

AND

I get 3 and a half days off!

how gooder is that....

Im off to put something somewhere

I seem to be doing that a lot lately

sigh

xxxxxxxxxx


oh yes

my mother has been experiencing strange things

she is waking up at 12 ish every night and really getting shitty with the 'other her' that is standing there with a sore leg!

She thought it was medication but its still happening without any...

She thought I would think that was really strange....

hah, she knows me not

little does she know there are 11 more of her out there.........

hmmmmm

Interesting isnt it maryme...xxxx

grrrr

I have not been able to get near the computer for 2 days due to various offspring needing to do assignments and/or have a quasi social life etc etc etc.....

I am TRYING to get organised here

That is a funny joke is it not!!

Some day very soon I will be extending an open invitation to all and sundry to book cheap flights and come see me and new abode. We have water here and stuff and its really quite nice actually...

Did you know I have not dusted a godammed thing since I arrived and its actually got no dust on it!

If I were a fanatical housewife I would be excited about this really

As it is I can sigh and say thank fark........

I like my new house

It feels like home

Hmmmmmm.........

Must go unpack something

blerk

hah

Friday

12 noon

Eurobar, Hamilton

I will be there

dribbling!

well.....

This is what I get to look at every morning from my kitchen window

sure beats the back end of a bus.....

I am alive

being swallowed by the office already

Am hoping to get in to town for coffee on Friday

which is my BIRTHDAY I might add

hmmmm

Will post more later

yawn!

plurgh

here

grooannnnnnnnnn

ouch

am blogging on kaylas laptop as my comp is still in its box

Thankyou Renata and Arek...you are stars!

My driveway is a mountain slope and I will have to live here forever as I am NEVER moving again

and darlin is wrecked

he will never be the same again Im afraid

did i say groan???

plurgh

put it off

never do today what you can put off till tomorrow

who said that?

idiot

oh dear

the 'last minute' has arrived

shirt

shirt

shirt

see you next month sometime probably

I might be finished moving by then

grrrrrrrrr

xxxxxxxxxx

never trust a plan....ever

Fark

I am upside down again

this has been an excrutiating day!

Old guys want to charge $2000 freaking big ones to move!

Im only going 50 km away not the bloody moon.....

So

now

we are doing it ourselves

with a lot of help

grrrrrr

virgins will come sunday...thank fark for virgins who do house calls...

....and handsome men who happen to have licenses to drive big trucks and also have sexy voices and wear whatever you want them to....Im thinking fishnets baby and .............groaaaannnnn

I have melted down today

and feel better for it, if not just a touch more exhausted

but you know what

I can do anything

with a bit of help from my peeps!

Well.....and a LOT of help from my poor exhausted Dobby darlin'

grrrr grumble WHINGING BITCH MOAN sob

grrrrrr

• ring truck to confirm Monday and all phones are cut off...truck is not happening
• find out that i have 2 days instead of a week to move and clean house!
• am trying to get new truck to move Friday instead, have spoken to a lovely 82 yr old fellow who assures me I will get good value from him and am having a quote this morning, gulp I hope they arent all 82!
  
• Have a half packed house and no phone or electricity organised and a huge headache
• HATE FARKIN MOVING
• have son who had a weeks work and has now rolled ankle and is hobbling and spitting chippies everywhere
• have Catholic Virgin Squad from Sydney winging up from Sydney to clean house on Saturday though so things arent all that frikken bad now are they! Now I just have to clean worst messes before they come and see them!
• ahhhhhhhhhhhh poooooooooooooooo