Sunday, January 13, 2008

ah poo

Today I had to do a thing I didn't want to ever do

Today I took a life

My Bear dog, who was born into my own hands.....

I had to take him to the pound and surrender him

He bit darlin' twice

He scared me

Now he's dead

Before he bites a child or someone else

It is a bastard

And even though I know I have done the right thing, I still feel like a shit

and so does my darlin'.

My dog, my choice, done



Renata said...

What a shit...but the right thing to do.
We had a rotweiler, sweet as a baby, but if ever he turned, we would have had to do the same.
I FEEL FOR YOU and darlin' what a shitty day...what a shitty start to the year.....farkin hell x a million.

Lisa said...

you and darlin and bear have been on my mind all day- there is immense bravery in what you have chosen to do, yet i know you will both be feeling awful.
love you bingo bitch x

Cyndy said...

Right isn't always easy. In fact, most of the time, doing the right thing is the hardest thing. But in this case, it is the the only thing that you could have done. As you say, what if it was a little one....

Thinking of you and yours, 'Chell.

Kathleen said...

Yes, I agree ... love to you xOx

Lisa said...

i have a headache
yet i am still thinking of you
becasue i am an amzing friend

Jen said...

lots of love to you and bear, and i agree with them.


Kristy-Lee said...

So sorry Ankle. You are having a bit of a hard time of it!

Be sure to make time for you. Even if it is just to close your eyes and take some breaths.


Rider-Waite said...

Crappy. Very farking crappy. So not fair, and just crap. You are battling and I feel for you.

Hope you are coping ok and I am thinking of you.


Myst_72 said...

So sorry to read this.

Thinking of you,