Thursday, January 17, 2008

Things to do

  • Survive next 12 months
  • Get mother into surgery in one piece and back out in one piece minus some bits we don't want anyway
  • Hold together office that is run by one woman who is not me
  • Hold together sanity of children spawned by self
  • Get mother through 6 months of chemo whilst ensuring food and health are at as optimum level as possible
  • Get mother to a place where she does these things herself and has a brain again
  • Move house so one does not have to drive for several hours a day whilst attempting to do these things
  • Find house first, then pack, then move, then unpack whilst simultaneously keeping office open and looking after half dead parent
  • Try not to get stressed.....?????
  • Speak my truth regardless of anything
  • ANYTHING


Sometimes you have to say what you have to say when you have to say it.
And sometimes its not wonderful timing but gets said anyway...

I find myself rather intolerant of peoples problems right now. I s'pose my priorities have taken a fall. Like really, whatever was important 5 minutes ago is now just so much horseshit when compared to other things.

Somethings you have all the time in the world to get to

and others just have to be done now

thats just the way it is

Isn't it??

9 comments:

Lisa said...

.......but i have a sore toe .....................

good for you superwoman
ofcourse you know how much i love you and will support you as you require

i also have a pimple on my bum- please worry about ME!!!!

Myst_72 said...

That's perfectly understandable, there is only so much of you, and you can't be all things to all people - and no-one would expect you to.

G
xx

Rider-Waite said...

You are spot on there Anchell. Do what you need and fuck anyone else who disagrees. Speak your truth and if people are offended they will have to deal with it. xxxx

Hippy Witch said...

Life has a habit of teaching us how to prioritize, you must do what you must do, people who matter will be there with you, not against you. Your children will love you regardless, that's the most important. My thoughts are with you and your family, if I can help you with anything let me know.

LUCKY said...

Oh baby...the burdons of the world are on those tiny shoulders of yours....it is a heavy weight. Some days you will bend with it, some days you may break, but always you will wake up to face yet another day....because that is just the way it is.
You will also learn to say "fuck" a lot more...mmmmmmm, I know I have.

Kristy-Lee said...

I worked in Real Estate for a few years as a Personal Assistant both in Sydney and London. On my days off, if I can get someone to have Ruby I would be happy to help out in the office.

Smooch

mary me bb in training said...

where are you bb ?

Jewell said...

thinking of you...anything you need you know you can ask...

Kathleen said...

I can't say it any better than everyone's comments above ... love to you : )