Wednesday, October 29, 2008

and so it begins

I have been saying to myself for a while now that mum is going to start getting
sick soon

and she is

she has been getting pain on her right hand chest/rib area

and its either her liver or her lung

but she wont go to the quack

because she doesnt want to know yet

but we know

yes we do

frik

sometimes she just throws up phlegm

and I dont know why

but I do really

sigh

but you know, I have been reading a link from Tonis blog about
a family with a little nearly 3 year old baby who is on her last days

and I am grateful because this could be so much worse

at least my mother has had a life

xxxx

12 comments:

Lisa said...

baby, baby, baby
i have no words
but am here if needed always

please get her to the doctors
-use that firkken piscean temper of yours........

love you
miss you
smooches befri

Faerie said...

Tough time matey, thinking about you xxxx

Jewell said...

yes i feel this way too when io read about those stories...at least my Dad had his life too.

love to to shell xx

Cyndy said...

I haven't been able to read that yet.

It's a journey that will drag your feet, but you will walk it none the less.

Love to you.

Myst_72 said...

I've been through both, the loss of a parent and the loss of my 3 year old niece - the pain is different but it hurts just as much.
One seems to be anguish over a life that never will be, the other anguish over a life that was...if that makes sense.

You can't measure your pain against that of anothers....

I'm feeling for you.
I really am.

G
xxx

Anonymous said...

Its her journey and she decides which way she wants to go even if others would pick another road...w.w.

Jen said...

hugs

xoxo

Lisa said...

smooch xx

Tania said...

xxxxx
to you and your mum

Hippy Witch said...

be you, you are a strong loving soul

The Tall Red Head said...

Cancer is a hideous disease, no matter what age the person gets it. I feel for you, I really do. Not an easy thing for anyone to go through, young or old. Thinking about you lots, and hugging my kids and telling them I love them everyday. Life can be short. xoxox

Lisa said...

where are you ? talk at me !!!