I signed me and my girls up at the gym the other day and this morning we went for our first workout......
gawd
major embarrassment
I am so unfit
but not for long......
I have new gym pants and they make me go faster
and I must eat fruit before going so I don't nearly pass out like I did this morning
gosh
whilst trying on said gym pants I couldn't help but notice that the entire thigh region of my good self is a wobbling mass of pitted cellulite
so not impressed
apparently the soup machine helps with cellulite too
I farkin well hope so
how did I let myself get so old and decrepit??
now I need some shoes that are not too big so I don't trip over my own feet whilst bouncing around on the wobble board..not that the board wobbles but I certainly do
grunt snoff sweat and faint
at least I got out of doing squats for a month due to bad back......
but only for a month
on the bright side
I did get up and go
on the dark side
today is my last smoking day
ever....
gulp
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
I am....
- painting
- sleeping
- eating
- playing scrabble
and not necessarily in that order
just in case you are interested, of course
I feel skinny, my jeans were long today
must be the lack of toxins
bah, the first layer anyway
Im still very tired but not to the bone...
excellent
Saturday, October 27, 2007
for your information
I have found you an article that tells of ion detox - es - ing etc
I am buying one of these machines and will be using it to make me better, and Darlin', and anyone else who is interested ( for a small fee, one has to pay for this machine after all ).......
If I hadn't witnessed what came out of me I never would have believed it possible
and if I hadn't experienced the well being that I feel today as opposed to yesterday I never would have believed it either
Amazing stuff
I have been reading up on detox and it is fascinating...the effects of what we put into our bodies are horrifying!
anyway........
~ Ion Detoxication Foot Bath ~
Detoxification for a complete re-balance of the body's bio-energy fields.
Ion detoxification foot bath helps improve your Health, Feel invigorated and rejuvenated by helping your body to re-balance its bio-energy fields and stimulate the body’s detoxification. The body's organs will naturally function better when the electro-magnetic fields are charged. The ion energy charged footbath will help you feel young again.
~ Why Have An Ion Detox Foot Bath Treatment? ~
With the increase in the number of chemicals introduced in the last fifty years, there has been a dramatic increase in incidences of auto-immune disease, allergies and common infections.There are tens of thousands of chemicals in use today and more than a forth of these are known to be toxic and nothing is known about their interactive effects. Body fat has been tested that contains residue of hundreds of chemicals. Metals, such as mercury and cadmium are everywhere and impossible to avoid. Lead can block red blood cell formation. Chemicals can act as toxins that can block receptor sites on cells, and cause changes in calcium homeostasis selectively killing cells, and alter expression of gene products. Metals and chemical toxins weaken the immune system and cause increased vulnerability to virus, bacterial fungal and parasitic infections. In an attempt to detoxify these substances, our bowels, kidneys and liver are being overloaded.
Our eliminative channels have become blocked or dysfunctional, because, in conjunction with these synthetic chemicals, and the western diet that is so acid forming and de-vitalized. To relieve the strains on the kidneys and liver it is more important than ever to maintain a detoxification regimen. The ion foot bath is designed to relieve these strains and help the body re-balance its energy fields allowing organs to function better.
Some mild symptoms of toxicity include:
Headaches, lethargy, obesity, constipation, bad breath, anxiety, poor skin,digestive disorders, forgetfulness, allergies, poor circulation, cellulite.
Some severe cases of toxicity can include:
High blood pressure, arthritis, diabetes, heart problems, kidney failure, cancer.
~ How Does Ionization Work? ~
The complex energy fields of the unit permeate the water, realigning a body’s energy field. Many of the benefits of the can be attributed to the "rebalancing" of these energy lines allowing a body mass to function better. This action results in the initial purging of toxins and nucleic waste product kept and/or generated within the cells and surrounding membrane. Following the purge there is a re-correction of any abnormal deterioration within the body that has been caused by illness, injury, and viral and/or any other life experience, excluding birth defects.
The Ion detoxification device is a method for creating a bio-charge that is both safe and compatible with living matter. Water is the obvious medium used because up to 80% of the human body is water. Water is an active substance, so when water comes into contact with something, the frequency of what it contacts is integrated into its own frequency structure and thus becomes its signature. When you immerse a body mass into water, the frequency is instantly added to the water as a "memory".
The Ion Foot Bath detoxification accelerates change in the body. Aging and disease states are characterized by a diminishing anabolic capacity and an increasing catabolic capacity. Toxic buildup of cellular waste and debris is the inevitable outcome of these trends. Reversing them through whole body detoxification requires nutritional support, particularly digestive enzymes, reduction of stress hormones, trace minerals and fatty acids, which are involved in the movement and transport of raw materials in the body.
so......
to put it another way, the largest pores in our bodies are in our feet and the process works via osmosis......so thats how it gets out!
I am buying one of these machines and will be using it to make me better, and Darlin', and anyone else who is interested ( for a small fee, one has to pay for this machine after all ).......
If I hadn't witnessed what came out of me I never would have believed it possible
and if I hadn't experienced the well being that I feel today as opposed to yesterday I never would have believed it either
Amazing stuff
I have been reading up on detox and it is fascinating...the effects of what we put into our bodies are horrifying!
anyway........
~ Ion Detoxication Foot Bath ~
Detoxification for a complete re-balance of the body's bio-energy fields.
Ion detoxification foot bath helps improve your Health, Feel invigorated and rejuvenated by helping your body to re-balance its bio-energy fields and stimulate the body’s detoxification. The body's organs will naturally function better when the electro-magnetic fields are charged. The ion energy charged footbath will help you feel young again.
~ Why Have An Ion Detox Foot Bath Treatment? ~
With the increase in the number of chemicals introduced in the last fifty years, there has been a dramatic increase in incidences of auto-immune disease, allergies and common infections.There are tens of thousands of chemicals in use today and more than a forth of these are known to be toxic and nothing is known about their interactive effects. Body fat has been tested that contains residue of hundreds of chemicals. Metals, such as mercury and cadmium are everywhere and impossible to avoid. Lead can block red blood cell formation. Chemicals can act as toxins that can block receptor sites on cells, and cause changes in calcium homeostasis selectively killing cells, and alter expression of gene products. Metals and chemical toxins weaken the immune system and cause increased vulnerability to virus, bacterial fungal and parasitic infections. In an attempt to detoxify these substances, our bowels, kidneys and liver are being overloaded.
Our eliminative channels have become blocked or dysfunctional, because, in conjunction with these synthetic chemicals, and the western diet that is so acid forming and de-vitalized. To relieve the strains on the kidneys and liver it is more important than ever to maintain a detoxification regimen. The ion foot bath is designed to relieve these strains and help the body re-balance its energy fields allowing organs to function better.
Some mild symptoms of toxicity include:
Headaches, lethargy, obesity, constipation, bad breath, anxiety, poor skin,digestive disorders, forgetfulness, allergies, poor circulation, cellulite.
Some severe cases of toxicity can include:
High blood pressure, arthritis, diabetes, heart problems, kidney failure, cancer.
~ How Does Ionization Work? ~
The complex energy fields of the unit permeate the water, realigning a body’s energy field. Many of the benefits of the can be attributed to the "rebalancing" of these energy lines allowing a body mass to function better. This action results in the initial purging of toxins and nucleic waste product kept and/or generated within the cells and surrounding membrane. Following the purge there is a re-correction of any abnormal deterioration within the body that has been caused by illness, injury, and viral and/or any other life experience, excluding birth defects.
The Ion detoxification device is a method for creating a bio-charge that is both safe and compatible with living matter. Water is the obvious medium used because up to 80% of the human body is water. Water is an active substance, so when water comes into contact with something, the frequency of what it contacts is integrated into its own frequency structure and thus becomes its signature. When you immerse a body mass into water, the frequency is instantly added to the water as a "memory".
The Ion Foot Bath detoxification accelerates change in the body. Aging and disease states are characterized by a diminishing anabolic capacity and an increasing catabolic capacity. Toxic buildup of cellular waste and debris is the inevitable outcome of these trends. Reversing them through whole body detoxification requires nutritional support, particularly digestive enzymes, reduction of stress hormones, trace minerals and fatty acids, which are involved in the movement and transport of raw materials in the body.
so......
to put it another way, the largest pores in our bodies are in our feet and the process works via osmosis......so thats how it gets out!
Friday, October 26, 2007
OH...MY...GODNESS
I am filth!
Putrid disgusting soupy scum
erk
spew
Today I had an ion detox
You should have seen what came out of me!
and that was just the top scoop....
No wonder I feel like shit
I am made of it
erk x 35528766
But you know what??
Tonight I feel 50 % better than I did this morning
which was - 50% of anything approaching normal
This morning and lately I have felt truely very ill and worried about why
Now I know...
I am full of shit and do not make for good soup
Just ask Maryme
she witnessed what came through my feet
and didnt even vomit
she is my hero
Bright side??
I can do something about it
and am
yay
Hmmmmmm.....
so, this is interesting
Putrid disgusting soupy scum
erk
spew
Today I had an ion detox
You should have seen what came out of me!
and that was just the top scoop....
No wonder I feel like shit
I am made of it
erk x 35528766
But you know what??
Tonight I feel 50 % better than I did this morning
which was - 50% of anything approaching normal
This morning and lately I have felt truely very ill and worried about why
Now I know...
I am full of shit and do not make for good soup
Just ask Maryme
she witnessed what came through my feet
and didnt even vomit
she is my hero
Bright side??
I can do something about it
and am
yay
Hmmmmmm.....
so, this is interesting
Thu Oct 25, 2007 2:08 pm (PST)
SOLARA'S Latest Surf Update - - OCTOBER 23, 2007
Beyond a doubt, this is one of the most critical MAKE or BREAK times
that we have ever experienced. Absolutely everything is on the line.
From now until the end of the year, we are setting the templates for
our future.
Because of this, it's essential that we aim ourselves into our truest
direction. For if we continue to compromise ourselves by staying in
expired situations, relationships, jobs, friendships, activities,
attitudes and patterns, we will find that we are going to get very
stuck. We will miss the immense promise of the Golden Opportunities
that are on their way to us. By choosing the tired security of the
old, we will miss the brilliant chance to expand our beings to a
totally new level where we can Fulfill our Wildest Dreams.
The level that we stand on at the beginning of 2008 will determine
our future experiences for a whole new cycle. Because of this,
important decisions need to be made that will directly impact our
future directions.
The Express Trains into the New are speeding along into the New and
True. Along the way, they are picking up new passengers, those who
are ready to leap aboard with their full beings. This will continue
until the end of the year. After that, the trains will speed up
immeasurably, going so fast that it will be almost impossible to jump
aboard.
Surprisingly, there are those who are already on the Express Trains
who are panicking and jumping off. The fear of the Unknown has simply
become too strong. They feel that they have reached the limits of
their expansion and can stretch no further beyond their comfort
zones. They know that by riding the Express Trains they will pass the
Point of No Return and will never be able to return to their old ways
of being. This causes them to panic at the last minute and jump off
the train, frantically clutching onto the old and expired.
Whenever this happens, even if it happens to someone whom we dearly
love, we must stay on the train and continue on. There is no longer
time to get off and rescue someone; everyone must make it onto the
train on their own. If we try to get off to help someone, we will
find that the train will continue on without us.
The past week was an extremely challenging one in which many of us
were severely overstretched. Challenging situations continue this
week as well. The intensity levels are so high that many of us are
getting sick, which brings most of our activities to a complete halt.
For some, being sick gives us much needed integration time. Others
are experiencing a far-reaching purification which scours our beings
much like a wildfire scours the landscape.
Scouring is a main theme for this week. Scouring away anything which
is untrue and anything that holds us back. Glitches, obstacles,
issues of self worth and self judgement, narrow ways of seeing,
distortions, disappointments and illusions are being scoured out of
us and out of the matrix itself. Anything which keeps us from living
in the state of Right Time - Right place is being burned away. This
is perfectly mirrored in the huge wildfires that are currently
scouring the landscape of Southern California.
Fire is having a strong influence upon us. Some are experiencing
parts of their body suddenly flare up with immense heat, like
spontaneous combustion. Others are getting icy cold to hold the
balance when so much fire energy is present.
Many are feeling the irritating grating of the grain of sand within
the oyster of our beings. This makes us feel uncomfortable, impatient
or angry, even when we know that the grating grain of sand is
creating a pearl within us.
We are on the brink of immense, life changing, momentous changes. A
monolithic shift is occuring deep within the foundation of our New
Matrix.
This monolithic shift is creating openings into our New Lives. People
whom we hadn't heard from for a long time, are now sitting beside us
on the Express Trains. At the same time, some of those whom we were
positive would be with us to the end, have suddenly disappeared. And
new faces of kindred beings are starting to appear and fill the empty
seats.
Our Express Trains are ever speeding up, taking us right into the
Major Intersections of November. And after that, our way ahead will
be immensely clearer.
Wild times indeed, but definitely worth it!
Beyond a doubt, this is one of the most critical MAKE or BREAK times
that we have ever experienced. Absolutely everything is on the line.
From now until the end of the year, we are setting the templates for
our future.
Because of this, it's essential that we aim ourselves into our truest
direction. For if we continue to compromise ourselves by staying in
expired situations, relationships, jobs, friendships, activities,
attitudes and patterns, we will find that we are going to get very
stuck. We will miss the immense promise of the Golden Opportunities
that are on their way to us. By choosing the tired security of the
old, we will miss the brilliant chance to expand our beings to a
totally new level where we can Fulfill our Wildest Dreams.
The level that we stand on at the beginning of 2008 will determine
our future experiences for a whole new cycle. Because of this,
important decisions need to be made that will directly impact our
future directions.
The Express Trains into the New are speeding along into the New and
True. Along the way, they are picking up new passengers, those who
are ready to leap aboard with their full beings. This will continue
until the end of the year. After that, the trains will speed up
immeasurably, going so fast that it will be almost impossible to jump
aboard.
Surprisingly, there are those who are already on the Express Trains
who are panicking and jumping off. The fear of the Unknown has simply
become too strong. They feel that they have reached the limits of
their expansion and can stretch no further beyond their comfort
zones. They know that by riding the Express Trains they will pass the
Point of No Return and will never be able to return to their old ways
of being. This causes them to panic at the last minute and jump off
the train, frantically clutching onto the old and expired.
Whenever this happens, even if it happens to someone whom we dearly
love, we must stay on the train and continue on. There is no longer
time to get off and rescue someone; everyone must make it onto the
train on their own. If we try to get off to help someone, we will
find that the train will continue on without us.
The past week was an extremely challenging one in which many of us
were severely overstretched. Challenging situations continue this
week as well. The intensity levels are so high that many of us are
getting sick, which brings most of our activities to a complete halt.
For some, being sick gives us much needed integration time. Others
are experiencing a far-reaching purification which scours our beings
much like a wildfire scours the landscape.
Scouring is a main theme for this week. Scouring away anything which
is untrue and anything that holds us back. Glitches, obstacles,
issues of self worth and self judgement, narrow ways of seeing,
distortions, disappointments and illusions are being scoured out of
us and out of the matrix itself. Anything which keeps us from living
in the state of Right Time - Right place is being burned away. This
is perfectly mirrored in the huge wildfires that are currently
scouring the landscape of Southern California.
Fire is having a strong influence upon us. Some are experiencing
parts of their body suddenly flare up with immense heat, like
spontaneous combustion. Others are getting icy cold to hold the
balance when so much fire energy is present.
Many are feeling the irritating grating of the grain of sand within
the oyster of our beings. This makes us feel uncomfortable, impatient
or angry, even when we know that the grating grain of sand is
creating a pearl within us.
We are on the brink of immense, life changing, momentous changes. A
monolithic shift is occuring deep within the foundation of our New
Matrix.
This monolithic shift is creating openings into our New Lives. People
whom we hadn't heard from for a long time, are now sitting beside us
on the Express Trains. At the same time, some of those whom we were
positive would be with us to the end, have suddenly disappeared. And
new faces of kindred beings are starting to appear and fill the empty
seats.
Our Express Trains are ever speeding up, taking us right into the
Major Intersections of November. And after that, our way ahead will
be immensely clearer.
Wild times indeed, but definitely worth it!
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
well...
Darlin' has had a nice day I think
I really don't know because I was at the arsehole of the world paying bills and making invoices and stuff for most of the day
He did get spoiled though
I went to the quacks
And my iron levels, which should be minimum of 21 are 10
so yes, that makes me tired and exhausted and stuff
and so too does the fact that I apparently have MILD emphasema, or however you spell it.
Hmmmm....
not good
no
but could be worse
I was starting to think I had a dispicable disease but this I can manage
Lucky Im giving up smoking next week heh....
sigh
sigh again
So, I am on an iron supplement for a month
and quitting the 's' word
and if I dont feel like a new woman by the end of a month
I go to a specialist to have more diagnostic test things and see if things degenerate
or something like that
Interesting yes?
Bugger
shit
poo bum farkety fark fark
grrrrrrrrr
So, I am going to join the gym with my baby girls this week too
and am being detoxified by Black Crows magick machine on Friday
and going into Shelli's school tommorrow to sort out a couple of bullies for her
grrrrr x 33397
That should keep me busy
oh, and finishing paintings due to be hung at Sunnies on the 4th of November
I think we should all have dinner or something
a sort of opening
what say you???
I am releasing the need to smoke ciggies
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I really don't know because I was at the arsehole of the world paying bills and making invoices and stuff for most of the day
He did get spoiled though
I went to the quacks
And my iron levels, which should be minimum of 21 are 10
so yes, that makes me tired and exhausted and stuff
and so too does the fact that I apparently have MILD emphasema, or however you spell it.
Hmmmm....
not good
no
but could be worse
I was starting to think I had a dispicable disease but this I can manage
Lucky Im giving up smoking next week heh....
sigh
sigh again
So, I am on an iron supplement for a month
and quitting the 's' word
and if I dont feel like a new woman by the end of a month
I go to a specialist to have more diagnostic test things and see if things degenerate
or something like that
Interesting yes?
Bugger
shit
poo bum farkety fark fark
grrrrrrrrr
So, I am going to join the gym with my baby girls this week too
and am being detoxified by Black Crows magick machine on Friday
and going into Shelli's school tommorrow to sort out a couple of bullies for her
grrrrr x 33397
That should keep me busy
oh, and finishing paintings due to be hung at Sunnies on the 4th of November
I think we should all have dinner or something
a sort of opening
what say you???
I am releasing the need to smoke ciggies
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Monday, October 22, 2007
and so it is...
well
I feel better today
its only early though
There are 75 paintings in various stages of done-ness in the middle of my house
there is much less dirt than there was
It will be back it tells me
maryme is RUDE at scrabble and makes me laugh
it is Darlin's birthday tommorrow and he will be older than he is today
I have an appointment in the morning to find out the results of my tests at the quacks
I probably need to eat more spinach and get big muscles
well, one would hope
Today will see me have coffee with darlin and Nat
and then do whatever I please
which is nice because tommorrow I file for envelopes
2 months ago I told the universe that my mother would have 10 sales
and now she has....
funny that
have a good one people of mine
I feel better today
its only early though
There are 75 paintings in various stages of done-ness in the middle of my house
there is much less dirt than there was
It will be back it tells me
maryme is RUDE at scrabble and makes me laugh
it is Darlin's birthday tommorrow and he will be older than he is today
I have an appointment in the morning to find out the results of my tests at the quacks
I probably need to eat more spinach and get big muscles
well, one would hope
Today will see me have coffee with darlin and Nat
and then do whatever I please
which is nice because tommorrow I file for envelopes
2 months ago I told the universe that my mother would have 10 sales
and now she has....
funny that
have a good one people of mine
Saturday, October 20, 2007
and the point is?
yeah yeah
okay
Im sick
Im tired
Im painting
Im cleaning
and
Im playing scrabble
such is my life
pooooooooooooooooooooo
okay
Im sick
Im tired
Im painting
Im cleaning
and
Im playing scrabble
such is my life
pooooooooooooooooooooo
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
bah ha ha...not
Hmmm
I have just had my arse kicked by a big black man
did you know eelworm is a word!
are these things related??
only in as much as they are both to do with scrabble
hmmm again x 400034
life is funny
I have just had my arse kicked by a big black man
did you know eelworm is a word!
are these things related??
only in as much as they are both to do with scrabble
hmmm again x 400034
life is funny
Monday, October 15, 2007
sad
I am sad today
and very tired due to playing scrabble all night
my son made me cry this morning
NOBODY makes me cry
grrrrrrr
so
I am playing scrabble again
and not getting off the computer for hours
and this is driving him nuts
sweet revenge is had
pah!
I am sick of having no energy and feeling 60%
going to the quacks on Friday to have a pap smear and try to find out why my period has decided to extend itself from 5 to 9 or 10 days long over the last 6 months or so
hmmmm
and your feelings on this are??
I am enjoying sitting on my butt whilst kicking others butts
stranger others
hee hee
and very tired due to playing scrabble all night
my son made me cry this morning
NOBODY makes me cry
grrrrrrr
so
I am playing scrabble again
and not getting off the computer for hours
and this is driving him nuts
sweet revenge is had
pah!
I am sick of having no energy and feeling 60%
going to the quacks on Friday to have a pap smear and try to find out why my period has decided to extend itself from 5 to 9 or 10 days long over the last 6 months or so
hmmmm
and your feelings on this are??
I am enjoying sitting on my butt whilst kicking others butts
stranger others
hee hee
Saturday, October 13, 2007
.........and Michelle
Pah
I have joined some open tables or whatever they are
I am now playing approximately 4000 games of scrabble
they are all speedy and mad
Cottager girls are lovely
and Michelle is too
I have joined some open tables or whatever they are
I am now playing approximately 4000 games of scrabble
they are all speedy and mad
Cottager girls are lovely
and Michelle is too
Friday, October 12, 2007
fark is not an attitude
Hello people
I will babble for a while
because you ask so nicely
I am stuffed
a big week again
hookering and painting and stuff
the girls are happy with their rooms
I am extremely pauperish now though
I took my mother out for dinner last night for her birthday
and went for coffee and banana bread ( i love typing banana, its smooth and you dont know when to stop)
Happy Birthday wiggle ho
My life seems to be made up of many many short episodes of busy all running into each other just lately, well, for quite a while now
I don't quite know how it happened and Im not quite sure I like it but it beats being bored I guess
I am wondering when I will have some me time though
Sometime in 2015 I spose
bugger
I wish you people would play your turns
hmmmmmmm
I don't have much to say today
I have just had a sleep and am muzzy headed
It has been nice to not have to do anything today
even though I did have to take Kayla to Spotlight for curtains and go furniture hunting
Life is flowing along in a really fast way
I would like to get off now
pah!
I will babble for a while
because you ask so nicely
I am stuffed
a big week again
hookering and painting and stuff
the girls are happy with their rooms
I am extremely pauperish now though
I took my mother out for dinner last night for her birthday
and went for coffee and banana bread ( i love typing banana, its smooth and you dont know when to stop)
Happy Birthday wiggle ho
My life seems to be made up of many many short episodes of busy all running into each other just lately, well, for quite a while now
I don't quite know how it happened and Im not quite sure I like it but it beats being bored I guess
I am wondering when I will have some me time though
Sometime in 2015 I spose
bugger
I wish you people would play your turns
hmmmmmmm
I don't have much to say today
I have just had a sleep and am muzzy headed
It has been nice to not have to do anything today
even though I did have to take Kayla to Spotlight for curtains and go furniture hunting
Life is flowing along in a really fast way
I would like to get off now
pah!
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
this day only
Painting rooms hurts
ouchee
still not bloody finished as I am actually not superwoman even tho' I do a damn good impersonation at times
working in backpassage today
plurgh x 3002
seeds come from pods dont they maryme?
Well, Toni has her painting and even likes it which is always a bonus
Next on the list is finishing poor Glorious' painting ....so slack i feel
Then my commission in between getting 2 done for Sunnies next month
and wearing my new CC shirt
and somewhere in there I must paint some drums and do some works for Art Bizarre too
hmmmmm
Better get my red cape back out
but I can do anything you know
one day at a time
ouchee
still not bloody finished as I am actually not superwoman even tho' I do a damn good impersonation at times
working in backpassage today
plurgh x 3002
seeds come from pods dont they maryme?
Well, Toni has her painting and even likes it which is always a bonus
Next on the list is finishing poor Glorious' painting ....so slack i feel
Then my commission in between getting 2 done for Sunnies next month
and wearing my new CC shirt
and somewhere in there I must paint some drums and do some works for Art Bizarre too
hmmmmm
Better get my red cape back out
but I can do anything you know
one day at a time
Sunday, October 07, 2007
sunday evening with cheesecake and chocolate and paint
I am here
hmmmm
most strange
Ive had a lovely day today
just doing things I want to
shopping for canvas and paper for commission which is going ahead, yay
and food...boring
and shoes for feral boy feet
and socks too
and chocolate
I made a cheesecake that has yet to be tested
I am finishing the trims and doors in Kayla's room and will be starting Shelli's tommorrow
Poor girls have been waiting for 6 months for this so I will get it done over these holidays because I am a cool mom who does what she says
eventually
Today I had a funny experience, well, it wasn't funny, just interesting to note
I had to go back into the art shop and tell them they hadn't charged me for something....I got onto the car and realised they had not charged me for it and for about 10 seconds I was arguing with myself in my head about wether or not to go back in because I really did not want to, but I did.....and then the same thing happened in Coles 20 minutes later.
It was only strange because it made me realise that these are things I do automatically these days when once I would have considered it a bonus and that I deserved it and it was the shop girls problem not mine...if I hadnt of just stolen it in the first place of course!
These days I make choices, every second of every day, about how I want to live and be and I know the consequences of my actions, be what they may, come back to me, in whatever form I put them out there. Every choice I make, in every moment, defines who I am, to myself, if not to another.
Those shop girls would not have known that I didnt pay, but I would have. I am the one who has to live with me and I am the one who makes the choices that dfine how I feel about that.
Even the little stuff counts.
Especially the little stuff.
Anyway...
Onto something else now....
Am only working at backpassage this week...that will be good
Ive got heaps of things to do around here
Darlin' has been a very good boy lately
I have been spoilt with flowers and pressies and housework being done while Im at work and other such good stuff
Its nice...
very nice.
Now, how to get a back rub???
hee hee
Im off
Got doors to paint and scrabble to play!
hmmmm
most strange
Ive had a lovely day today
just doing things I want to
shopping for canvas and paper for commission which is going ahead, yay
and food...boring
and shoes for feral boy feet
and socks too
and chocolate
I made a cheesecake that has yet to be tested
I am finishing the trims and doors in Kayla's room and will be starting Shelli's tommorrow
Poor girls have been waiting for 6 months for this so I will get it done over these holidays because I am a cool mom who does what she says
eventually
Today I had a funny experience, well, it wasn't funny, just interesting to note
I had to go back into the art shop and tell them they hadn't charged me for something....I got onto the car and realised they had not charged me for it and for about 10 seconds I was arguing with myself in my head about wether or not to go back in because I really did not want to, but I did.....and then the same thing happened in Coles 20 minutes later.
It was only strange because it made me realise that these are things I do automatically these days when once I would have considered it a bonus and that I deserved it and it was the shop girls problem not mine...if I hadnt of just stolen it in the first place of course!
These days I make choices, every second of every day, about how I want to live and be and I know the consequences of my actions, be what they may, come back to me, in whatever form I put them out there. Every choice I make, in every moment, defines who I am, to myself, if not to another.
Those shop girls would not have known that I didnt pay, but I would have. I am the one who has to live with me and I am the one who makes the choices that dfine how I feel about that.
Even the little stuff counts.
Especially the little stuff.
Anyway...
Onto something else now....
Am only working at backpassage this week...that will be good
Ive got heaps of things to do around here
Darlin' has been a very good boy lately
I have been spoilt with flowers and pressies and housework being done while Im at work and other such good stuff
Its nice...
very nice.
Now, how to get a back rub???
hee hee
Im off
Got doors to paint and scrabble to play!
Thursday, October 04, 2007
grunt
Today I am heading off to be a Hooker at backpassage
till 1
then I am heading off to be a HO at Slimygreenhills
tomorrow and Saturday I am HOing at slimepit too
this is why I have not seen anyone
my life is full of strange places and stranger occupations this minute
my ankles are swollen and my hives are just loving this hot weather
I am itchy and sore and my toenails have paint of the not polish variety stuck on them
someone threw an egg at my car
the night after i finally persuaded (with threats) my lovely son to clean it for me
he found this quite hysterical
as did i but in a differing manner
after i had scrubbed off baked egg yesterday afternoon
and then re scrubbed off baked egg
i was not impressed
but it was far to hot for me to go screaming down the street
not so for the man in the motel across the street
i think the heat must have curdled his good fun button
he was most loud and feral
and saved me the bother
excellent
today I am hoping that bushfires are still burning on backpassage road so i do not have to drive there
this is selfish i know
but somebody started them and they could at least be useful!
have a good one people
till 1
then I am heading off to be a HO at Slimygreenhills
tomorrow and Saturday I am HOing at slimepit too
this is why I have not seen anyone
my life is full of strange places and stranger occupations this minute
my ankles are swollen and my hives are just loving this hot weather
I am itchy and sore and my toenails have paint of the not polish variety stuck on them
someone threw an egg at my car
the night after i finally persuaded (with threats) my lovely son to clean it for me
he found this quite hysterical
as did i but in a differing manner
after i had scrubbed off baked egg yesterday afternoon
and then re scrubbed off baked egg
i was not impressed
but it was far to hot for me to go screaming down the street
not so for the man in the motel across the street
i think the heat must have curdled his good fun button
he was most loud and feral
and saved me the bother
excellent
today I am hoping that bushfires are still burning on backpassage road so i do not have to drive there
this is selfish i know
but somebody started them and they could at least be useful!
have a good one people
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
JEN DOES NOT CHEAT
THERE
happy now??
There is a story behind my scrabbleousness
my mother was/is a mad scrabble head
and made us play
we hated it
and lost a lot
so I decided to get good
and kick her ass
and I did!
HAH
many times
many many times
I have a scrabble board
and my kids wont play with me
and I dont make em
but YOU are a different story altogether my dears
now go play your turns
happy now??
There is a story behind my scrabbleousness
my mother was/is a mad scrabble head
and made us play
we hated it
and lost a lot
so I decided to get good
and kick her ass
and I did!
HAH
many times
many many times
I have a scrabble board
and my kids wont play with me
and I dont make em
but YOU are a different story altogether my dears
now go play your turns
Monday, October 01, 2007
scrabblicious
| Playing | Completed | Won | Lost | Drawn | Best Bingo |
| -24 | 25 | 23 | 2 | 0 | ALaRMING for 89 points. |
Bah ha ah ha
Jen beat me twice
I'll get her........
I am having much fun in between killing myself with paint.
What big head?????
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