Friday, October 26, 2007

OH...MY...GODNESS

I am filth!

Putrid disgusting soupy scum

erk

spew

Today I had an ion detox

You should have seen what came out of me!

and that was just the top scoop....

No wonder I feel like shit

I am made of it

erk x 35528766

But you know what??

Tonight I feel 50 % better than I did this morning

which was - 50% of anything approaching normal

This morning and lately I have felt truely very ill and worried about why

Now I know...

I am full of shit and do not make for good soup

Just ask Maryme

she witnessed what came through my feet

and didnt even vomit

she is my hero

Bright side??

I can do something about it

and am

yay

Hmmmmmm.....


so, this is interesting

Thu Oct 25, 2007 2:08 pm (PST)

SOLARA'S Latest Surf Update - - OCTOBER 23, 2007

Beyond a doubt, this is one of the most critical MAKE or BREAK times
that we have ever experienced. Absolutely everything is on the line.
From now until the end of the year, we are setting the templates for
our future.

Because of this, it's essential that we aim ourselves into our truest
direction. For if we continue to compromise ourselves by staying in
expired situations, relationships, jobs, friendships, activities,
attitudes and patterns, we will find that we are going to get very
stuck. We will miss the immense promise of the Golden Opportunities
that are on their way to us. By choosing the tired security of the
old, we will miss the brilliant chance to expand our beings to a
totally new level where we can Fulfill our Wildest Dreams.

The level that we stand on at the beginning of 2008 will determine
our future experiences for a whole new cycle. Because of this,
important decisions need to be made that will directly impact our
future directions.


The Express Trains into the New are speeding along into the New and
True. Along the way, they are picking up new passengers, those who
are ready to leap aboard with their full beings. This will continue
until the end of the year. After that, the trains will speed up
immeasurably, going so fast that it will be almost impossible to jump
aboard.

Surprisingly, there are those who are already on the Express Trains
who are panicking and jumping off. The fear of the Unknown has simply
become too strong. They feel that they have reached the limits of
their expansion and can stretch no further beyond their comfort
zones. They know that by riding the Express Trains they will pass the
Point of No Return and will never be able to return to their old ways
of being. This causes them to panic at the last minute and jump off
the train, frantically clutching onto the old and expired.

Whenever this happens, even if it happens to someone whom we dearly
love, we must stay on the train and continue on. There is no longer
time to get off and rescue someone; everyone must make it onto the
train on their own. If we try to get off to help someone, we will
find that the train will continue on without us.

The past week was an extremely challenging one in which many of us
were severely overstretched. Challenging situations continue this
week as well. The intensity levels are so high that many of us are
getting sick, which brings most of our activities to a complete halt.
For some, being sick gives us much needed integration time. Others
are experiencing a far-reaching purification which scours our beings
much like a wildfire scours the landscape.

Scouring is a main theme for this week. Scouring away anything which
is untrue and anything that holds us back. Glitches, obstacles,
issues of self worth and self judgement, narrow ways of seeing,
distortions, disappointments and illusions are being scoured out of
us and out of the matrix itself. Anything which keeps us from living
in the state of Right Time - Right place is being burned away. This
is perfectly mirrored in the huge wildfires that are currently
scouring the landscape of Southern California.

Fire is having a strong influence upon us. Some are experiencing
parts of their body suddenly flare up with immense heat, like
spontaneous combustion. Others are getting icy cold to hold the
balance when so much fire energy is present.

Many are feeling the irritating grating of the grain of sand within
the oyster of our beings. This makes us feel uncomfortable, impatient
or angry, even when we know that the grating grain of sand is
creating a pearl within us.

We are on the brink of immense, life changing, momentous changes. A
monolithic shift is occuring deep within the foundation of our New
Matrix.

This monolithic shift is creating openings into our New Lives. People
whom we hadn't heard from for a long time, are now sitting beside us
on the Express Trains. At the same time, some of those whom we were
positive would be with us to the end, have suddenly disappeared. And
new faces of kindred beings are starting to appear and fill the empty
seats.

Our Express Trains are ever speeding up, taking us right into the
Major Intersections of November. And after that, our way ahead will
be immensely clearer.

Wild times indeed, but definitely worth it!

5 comments:

Lisa said...

still laughing !

Cyndy said...

should I ask what exactly happens in an ion detox?

Who sang "We're on a train to nowhwere, come on inside"?......

Glad you're feeling better, Arty Farty ;0)

Mary Me said...

wow...........
i am soup too !
pumpkin!
with clamidia

Rider-Waite said...

Yeah, what happens in an iron detox? Tell me! And where do you get it done?

Anchell said...

You would have to look around Toni...any wellness centre type place would be able to lead you in the right direction I suppose.
As for what it is.....I will pist it!