I am here
Ive had a lovely day today
just doing things I want to
shopping for canvas and paper for commission which is going ahead, yay
and shoes for feral boy feet
and socks too
I made a cheesecake that has yet to be tested
I am finishing the trims and doors in Kayla's room and will be starting Shelli's tommorrow
Poor girls have been waiting for 6 months for this so I will get it done over these holidays because I am a cool mom who does what she says
Today I had a funny experience, well, it wasn't funny, just interesting to note
I had to go back into the art shop and tell them they hadn't charged me for something....I got onto the car and realised they had not charged me for it and for about 10 seconds I was arguing with myself in my head about wether or not to go back in because I really did not want to, but I did.....and then the same thing happened in Coles 20 minutes later.
It was only strange because it made me realise that these are things I do automatically these days when once I would have considered it a bonus and that I deserved it and it was the shop girls problem not mine...if I hadnt of just stolen it in the first place of course!
These days I make choices, every second of every day, about how I want to live and be and I know the consequences of my actions, be what they may, come back to me, in whatever form I put them out there. Every choice I make, in every moment, defines who I am, to myself, if not to another.
Those shop girls would not have known that I didnt pay, but I would have. I am the one who has to live with me and I am the one who makes the choices that dfine how I feel about that.
Even the little stuff counts.
Especially the little stuff.
Onto something else now....
Am only working at backpassage this week...that will be good
Ive got heaps of things to do around here
Darlin' has been a very good boy lately
I have been spoilt with flowers and pressies and housework being done while Im at work and other such good stuff
Now, how to get a back rub???
Got doors to paint and scrabble to play!