Well, yes to all comments received
I am thinking (and knowing my own truth) and for me, right this now, life is ALL about facing up, fronting up and just doing whats in front of me with no expectations and utter lack of control.
However, I have had practice at this, recovery from addiction is much the same and I have done that and survived
I will survive this and learn lessons and come out the other end with sanity and sense of humour intact
I know this
I will also grow up a lot
Much as I would like to set my little human head to solving all it will not work. Acceptance is the key here..
as with everything.
Really, it just is...
I can only change me, and right now, I dont need to... I am just how I need to be.
So, onwards and upwards my friends!