Life...in point form

• My mother is spiraling downwards....or upwards, whichever way you perceive it. Her blood pressure is low, she cannot be left alone now and she is as skinny as a stick, she has really degenerated this last week. I don't anticipate this lasting any more than a month or so, but I have been wrong before and will be glad to be wrong again.......
  
• my relationship with my new man is really going well, strangely enough, given the circumstances and all that jazz.....we fit. It is comfortable, comforting, exciting and also just plain nice. I am liking it a lot and am very very grateful for the distraction and the balance this is providing me right now. And I don't actually care what anybody thinks so this is an added bonus. It only matters what I think really......and I am pleased to announce that I am not thinking much at all :)
  
• My kids should all be back in the nest by the end of this week and life will resume......for now, who knows what the hell this will all look like in a couple of months but things are moving at a galloping pace energetically.......
• in short, I am really sad, really happy and kind of balanced all at the same time. I am scared but I have support, I am just trying to do each day as each day arrives without projecting too much past tomorrow for right now. There is a part of me that is quite quite detached from all of it. That could be my sanity......
  
• My aunty is down this weekend so I am out of here as much as possible. I do not feel guilty for this....
• My dog now has clipped ears and smells good after he rolled in dead bird yesterday and stunk like that......erk
• I am fat
• I have 12 zits
• I don't care

Byeeee.......