Yep poo again
Am in the orifice and the sun is shining and its not shining on me
I am going to close for lunch today and go sit in the park or something like that
Too much orifice is detrimental to my health
I am no longer a ferocious coffee drinker did I tell you??
2 half strengths in the morning then its tea for me, herbal and real tea
I am too good
Since I told the anxiety I will no longer tolerate being debilitated by it it has been ok
There have been moments of course, and the first few days were a bit hairy but all in all I feel okay
and when I dont I am no longer fearful of a valium addiction, thats what its there for after all
I have noticed that it is worse when I have to drive anywhere further than up the road but am working on that
I will NOT be housebound because of a chemical imbalance that I created
I am UN creating it !!!
Once in a lifetime is more than enough times for fear to do me in
I am MUCH stronger than that
I just need to remind myself regularily
Appointment with child psychology people tomorrow arvo
Colonoscopy on Thursday
Wednesday is for pooing in preperation for Thursday
I am so looking forward to it and am so pleased they will drug me stupid in order not to remember it too
I am getting a puppy did you know
so exciting for me and the girls
but not for darlin
did you know that since Josh went I have much more money??
It has taken me 2 weeks to notice that Coles is no longer eating my whole bank account each week...