Monday, September 15, 2008

poo

Yep poo again

Am in the orifice and the sun is shining and its not shining on me

I am going to close for lunch today and go sit in the park or something like that

Too much orifice is detrimental to my health

I am no longer a ferocious coffee drinker did I tell you??

2 half strengths in the morning then its tea for me, herbal and real tea

I am too good

Since I told the anxiety I will no longer tolerate being debilitated by it it has been ok

There have been moments of course, and the first few days were a bit hairy but all in all I feel okay

and when I dont I am no longer fearful of a valium addiction, thats what its there for after all

I have noticed that it is worse when I have to drive anywhere further than up the road but am working on that

I will NOT be housebound because of a chemical imbalance that I created

I am UN creating it !!!

Once in a lifetime is more than enough times for fear to do me in

I am MUCH stronger than that

I just need to remind myself regularily

Hrmph

Appointment with child psychology people tomorrow arvo

Colonoscopy on Thursday

Wednesday is for pooing in preperation for Thursday

how nice

I am so looking forward to it and am so pleased they will drug me stupid in order not to remember it too

I am getting a puppy did you know

so exciting for me and the girls

but not for darlin

no

oh dear

did you know that since Josh went I have much more money??

It has taken me 2 weeks to notice that Coles is no longer eating my whole bank account each week...

Interesting

xxx

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good luck with it all.w.w.

Lisa said...

am excited about the puppy and also about the colonoscopy as i am sure i will soon be having one too.......also excited that the sun is shine and Josh is eating elsewhere !
would be excited about valuim but that kind of defeats the purpose..............doesnt darlin like the idea of you having a new man in your life ?

Anchell said...

Darlin is not excited because the old is making way for the new....he is a sad boy

Cyndy said...

Be excited about the fact that you may possibly enjoy late-night tv all night as your bowels excitedly evacuate in preparation for the rivetting colonoscopy on Thursday... or so the patients the I have admitted for the procedure tell me.... afterwards, a bit breezy inside is normal too, and sleepy after the previous nights fun and mild sedation so you don't have to remember anything about the camera bit... ;0)

Why am I poorer even though 1 of mine doesn't live with me? Does she need to move to Germany too?

I've never worked so hard in my life.....

Jen said...

hugs