Went to the doctor yesterday with madamslash and got sleeping tablets
Gave her one fully expecting her to sleep as she was exhausted
she stayed awake all night and sliced her arm up yet again
this time deep enough that she will be looking at the scar when she is 90 years old
If she makes it that far
Im afraid I yelled at her a bit this morning
in between giving her a hug and putting butterfly stitches on the cuts
and then I sent her to school because I am sick of it and her isolating herself
Now I am waiting for her counsellor to ring me and tell me what the fuck I should
The quack says no way to double doses of temazapan
and I quite agree
so I will sit up tonight until she sleeps
and I will wake her at 6am everyday and not let her sleep ever except at night
eventually she will crash and sleep and her body will do as I say wont it!
Of course, I dont need sleep and am invincible...
...and CSV has been apologised to and the head nun honcho person has told
them that she can come home whnever she bloodywell needs to!
Im just in the mood for a fight right now