Friday, December 12, 2008

sick of it all

Thats me today

I am pissed off!

I'm sick of it all

sick of sick people

sick of dog shit

sick of working

sick of driving

sick of hospitals

sick of smiling

sick of 15 year olds who try to manipulate everything

sick of small animals

sick of worrying about things

sick of mess

sick of thinking

sick of trying to figure out what to buy for people I don't even like when I have no friggen money

sick of being 'done' as a duty


If I drank I would stay home today and get pissed I tell you

Luckily, Im better than that

so I will go to the hospital and deal with the child who doesn't want to come home but would prefer to stay and get institutionalised and slice herself to ribbons with my blessing, I will spend money I dont have, I will feed the pets and play with them and pick up shit, I will tell mum its all ok and its not her fault, I will drive another 4000000 k's, I will smile at the friggen tenants and inside I will SEETHE


Tomorrow will be another day wont it


Cyndy said...

I think you need a much larger font...

It's so hard to be "real", when you know that it would create yet more chaos. So we just put on "the face", and "do".....

It's not lucky that you are better than that... you just ARE

Love to you xoxoxo

Natalie said...

Wishing for you a much better experience of life. We all really want to take it all away from you - Right now!

Hugs, the offer of help always stands.xxoo

Jewell said...

know the to you

Kristy-Lee said...

Oh yuck.

Horrible horrible.

Love you.

Jen said...

I am soooo sick of almost all of those things too.

I know where you are coming from.

Just remember to breathe (thats what i am doing) and tomorrow is another day.


The Tall Red Head said...

I am hearing you. You are in a shitty place and people are treating you like shit and it is time for you to get treated better. SO frikken demand that they do! Or tell them a very nasty 6'1 redhead who DOES drink will come down and kick all their asses and tell them to stop dumping all their shit on you. You may be their parent or child or partner, but Jesus, this is getting ridiculous. What are they going to do when you have a bloody breakdown?? Cos you are heading that way with all this stress. I don't want to see that happen. Fuck one step at a time Anchell, STOMP on the Fuckers and do it hard so you don't have to do it again.

My rant is over. Lots of Love to you. xoxoxoxoxxo

PS..I have my period, hence the ranty psycho post. But I do mean it.

Myst_72 said...

Wish I could help :(


Jen said...

lol - go Toni

take her up on that offer 'chelle!!

Lisa said...

sorry xx