Been thinking....oh oh
Well,not really thinking as in deep pondering etc but just feeling I guess
Been skimming over the past 18 months of my life and I have occasionally wandered how the hell I am still standing!
Once upon a time would have been....well....dead.....from all of this stress and stuff!
I kid you not.
I spent pretty much my whole adult life, up till 7 and a half years ago, as a practicing addict/alcoholic (some people see a difference there, I do not, one just kills you slower) and damn well ended up near death, only 3 or 4 days away from it in fact, according to the good doctors and institutionalised......(rehab was the nicest one:O))
I was running away from me.
Then I learned better. That was a very painful and confusing process as anyone who has been through it will know.
Now I am just comparing the things that would have had me screaming for mercy delivered in the form of a bottle, or a needle, or whatever .....once upon a time.....and coming to the realisation that I am actually a VERY STRONG PERSON!
Now, how do I put all that into a magic pill and force feed it to my daughter?
PS I found some more images of stuff for the other blog! Woohoo!!