The last day of this fucking annus horribilus???
Are you sure??
Hmmmm
I will believe it when I see it
New Years Reso???
Yes
SURVIVE IT
I am not in good form
I am pissed off
I screamed like a knobhead at my girls last night because the dog woke me up...
at 8 pm....cringe
I am undecided about what to take into the new year with me
Actually, it may well just be Groundhog year for me
or worse
sooooooo looking forward to it
I think Id like to vomit now
Thats how much Im looking forward to it
Weird dreams...well, not weird but definatly rude
Maybe I need some distraction?
Or a foot up the old Kieber Pass
Or anything that isnt this reality?
Argh
I feel better 'sickwise' so I think I am not going to bother getting sick, who has time anyway
Sorry to be a drag
But frikken hell
K is going away today
Shell is going out I think, if I let her
Mum wants to pretend New Years isnt happening
Darlin would like me to go down the coast and do it with his son and etc
I would like to not do that
So I wont
Maybe I will sit here in silence and contemplate my navel and find gratitude for something
Pah
Whatever
Have a Good One people, I wish you all Happiness and Peace
xxx
4 comments:
You are excused and even encouraged to express in any form that takes - even vomit. Who could blame you?
You are welcome to come here and listen to bogans have 16 hr parties like 2 nights ago, and MOST likely to happen again tonight. GROAN x 100.
I truly want to kick their ass, you could help me and we would both feel lots better!
Happy New Year sounds trite, given your circumstances - but you know we all just want the best for you and yours. Wishing you all the best the universe has to offer instead of the bargain basement experiences.xxoo
you are allowed to be pissed off and even vomit if thats what it takes to get it out of your system.
you have had a shitty year and as long as you are going into 2009 it really doesnt matter too much what else you dicide or not decide to take.
be kind to you Maryme- you are well loved and supported but i know and you know that you really are walking this path alone.
sad but true- and essential too i might add.
be YOU
true to YOU
authentic YOU
everything else will fall into place
love you muchly xxx
'chelle - your despair is palpable. This next year HAS to be better!!! Because I SAID SO, thats why!!
Love and hugs to you and yours.
Jen
xoxo
You have a big heart girlie....it will not always be like this..w.w.Maybe??????I could get to have a coffee with you at the end of the month????w.w.
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