Feeling a bit disconnected today. A bit unsure. The last two weeks have been really high energy for me and I felt like I was flying for a while there.
All very well and good. So, today I am definately earthbound and definately feeling it. For two days at 'school' I have had no energy and no inspiration. I have spent all of my me time working on these new paintings. Maybe thats it. Maybe I've just put all my energy into that and not left any for me?? I don't know. All I know is that I feel flat. I wagged school today and went back to bed this morning. I am just about to have a second shot of Goji juice. I am listening to nice music and playing with my paint. I have my meditation group tonight and, all in all, a quiet day planned. Take away for dinner, I might vacuum the floor, or not, whatever.
I am alone. Sometimes that feels strange to me. I suppose its been a huge week emotionally. Can't know.
I have an even huger week coming up.
Tommorrow we hold our monthly drumming circle, always high energy, then Sunday is full on at Sue's for Healing Day (Guide drawings all day non-stop and usually take homes) and then its workshop week at Tafe next week.
For me, workshop week will involve a full day of enviromental lectures on Monday, a field trip to the mountain forest (lovely) and camping overnight (not so lovely considering the temperature) which takes up Tuesday and Wednesday. Then Thursday and Friday its back to Tafe to compile all collected materials and come up with an artwork to do with saving our 'green corridor' here in the Hunter Valley.
I have, of course, chosen the most intensive workshop.
My head needs reading but it seemed like a good idea at the time. Gawd....no wonder I'm exhausted. It's in advance!