Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Life is good...

Wow, I'm overwhelmed with the response I get to these blogs. It's certainly very therapeutic isn't it. You know for sure you're not alone in your head when people are so caring and leave you a comment on your 'stuff'. Thankyou ladies, I feel loved.

Another day as per usual for me. Up at 6, wake children and my 'darlin' at 7 and pack 'em all up with their lunches and send 'em off to their respective schools. Five minutes for breathing. Then its on the bus into town for art and stomach supplies and bus back. The bus ride back was interesting, I can actually maneuver myself, a giant plastic bag with 5' x 3' foam core sheets in it, a green bag full of 120 kilos of dead animal and various foodstuffs, a smaller bag with paint in it (precious!) and a 6 pack of loo rolls up the isle of a bus containing approximately 400 people, most of whom are a wee bit overweight or lugging small children. I'm amazing AND I didn't smack any of them in the head with my various appendages. Phew, and so now I'm here.

I'm doing guide drawings at Sue's healing day on Sunday and am trying to have some of my art ready to go to that as I am interested in peoples reactions to it. It can be so difficult to put myself out there, on show, so to speak, and every time I go through the old 'what on earth am I doing stuff' and every time I receive wonderful feedback and that gets me out the door the next time. I suffer seriously from not good enough syndrome but am getting there slowly. Faith in myself, my higher purpose (whatever it is) and my spirit guides and helpers is gaining more and more strength in my heart and soul and I am just so bloody grateful, at some point, every day of my life.

I am loved well.

Now, off to paint, I love Tuesdays.....

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I think your artwork is wonderful!

Michelle said...

Hullo Shannjapanni! Thank you. I think you're wonderful.

Unknown said...

if nothing else sweetie, your babies look like babies !

......and please, no more stories of bus trips........there is enough horror in this world as it is............

.......but I am intrigued how you juggled all that while wearing a suit of marshmallow..........

Unknown said...

I forgot to mention how impressed I am about the GREEN bag full of dead animal.........I would imagine you & gorgeous boy have a ritual planned for tonight to cleanse & purify the poor things.......

Michelle said...

Hmmmm...at least it was a GREEN bag! Dead animals like reiki...smudging the chook feels weird!
I can juggle BECAUSE I wear marshmallow.