Have been a bit busy down here at the office this morning....WTF's that all about?
I have no wish to be busy this morning.....
I am tired
My cold sores are healing up and very dry and cracky and stuff....grrrrrrrrr
My house is full of rude teenagers who make more mess than they clean up and eat more food than I get paid for.......and one tall pommy who is kind of cute and cleans up after himself so we might let him stay a while.
I have decided to calm down.
This was necessary as I was driving myself a bit insane last week with the thought of having to do it all forever and other such stuff.
I need to remind myself that I can do nothing about anyone else's thoughts or feelings or opinions, they are not my responsibility.......I have enough responsibility right now to sink a damn ship so everyone else gets to manage their own stuff from now on.....I can't do it all, I'm not even supposed to, and I certainly don't want to.
That's actually kind of a dumb thing to say because it's all wishful thinking, the external stuff I am dealing with right now, pretty much none of it is mine.......however, it does belong to my children and my parent so I will deal with it I guess. I will just remember that it will not last forever. And that one day I might even miss it.
The internal stuff?? Well, I'm just leaving it alone for now and giving me a break.
Immune system boosters?? Tell me some good ones people, my immune system is not happy with me right now........