Well, it is Wednesday
I have had 4 hours sleep, serves me right for reading half the night
It is eerily quiet here today
I will not complain
I don't know why I am always so tired, it's not as if I am doing anything particularily physical, just brain strain I guess.
My days are mostly repetitive and quite boring
Sometimes my life feels like Groundhog Day
That's okay, I'm not actually whinging, for once, just observing.
I need some variety one of these days is all :)
I would like to be able to do some things for the people I care about
I would like to have lunch and stuff with Lisa and assorted others
I would like to visit Nat before her baby turns 6
I would like to paint John a picture
and send some cool stuff to people who would like it
I would like to go shopping for something not to wear to the office, with some money that I earned for myself doing something I like. I don't get paid for this 'job'...it is a labour of love as there is no money
I would like to clean my windows and change my house around a bit
I would like the energy and the time to be 'me' whoever she be....
Oh well, one of these dyas I will have all of that won't I
But I probably won't have my mum