Observing trust.....

Please say a prayer for Renee today.

Life is moving a little too fast for my liking right now.......

I feel like I am encased in jelly moving slowly through a landscape where everything else is going at lightening speed around me, if that makes sense........

and I am watching it all from inside myself and watching me from outside myself.......

I do not have a mental illness either :)

This feels weird........

My hand rests on the glass

hesitant now

I do not trust

I cannot see you from out here

I do not know your face

I turn away,

leave you to your fate

I have things to do

and

I do not trust

My feet itch

the chariot waits idly

I must stand still

firmly, here inside my resolve

but my feet itch so

this damned vortex over my head

spins me around

I need, oh yes I need

but

I do not trust