almost a whole 24 hours of sanity has prevailed.....I think I am over it!
*wipes brow* (does not spit)
This has been a wild ride of a week on Michelle's emotional roller coaster.....
Just in case anyone got the wrong idea last post, I AM NOT EVER going anywhere with ex, be it lunch, home or camping.
That is that.
Why ask for the same trouble twice?
Did I just say that?
Well, I mean it.
Right now I am watching lightening over the water here.....it is night time and raining a little after a stinking hot day. The breeze is cool and beautiful!
I am so looking forward to Sunday.
Just 3 days please gods!
Not much of an ask?
I have started a new painting, she is very bare bare bones right now but waiting for something.
Bit like me really :)
I wish I was a bit more boney.....I am still rather 'well covered' in spite of my daily grind on the treadmill and stuff.
Maybe I don't wobble quite as much though!
Do you think wobble is okay? Shall I embrace my wobble???
How about cellulite? Frik!
Bodies are funny things. I mean, I am not overly huge, but I feel like an elephant sometimes. Particularly at the beach, of course. Thing is though, I am actually not one of those tiny people and am a 43 year old mother of four and not a 20 year old ....so of course I will have bits that I'd rather not have. Trick for me is to see them as badges of honour I guess, instead of war wounds? Yeah right!
The other day I just stuffed my ipod in my bra-thing went for a walk along the damn beach in my bikini and screw what anyone thought.....I did wear a hat though!
If that jangly dangly old lady could do it then so could I!
Embracing my self......wobble and all.....