Today I work
Tomorrow I work
Next week I can have some time off work, and no doubt my mother will return
This weekend I want to sort a little bit of stuff out for my own peace of mind
While I have the chance........
To figure out if I can handle this waiting game and what it is that I actually want
I would really really like some peace of mind that lasts for longer than three minutes here
I don't like being confused and uncertain
I am not asking for much
What do I want??
I want a little island of peace to row to sometimes
What the fuck is wrong with that?
I have been so unhappy today that I am forced to take a good long look at me.
Week after next I am going away, I am going to sit on a beach, and I am going to think and feel and sort out my head.
I will figure out how to row my own boat.
I bloody well will!
Watch this space!