Well, I did all that ........
It was interesting going back to a meeting after so long
Was truly good to see a few familiar faces
Daunting, as always, to see the many new faces, worn and fragile souls hoping for a better way
Daunting and sad, so sad to see them and know that only the very few will do the very hard yards and still be sitting there in 8 years time, a whole new person......
So yeah, I got to gratitude real fast and I certainly remembered who I was and who I choose not to be anymore and why.....that 5 minutes of oblivion I was starting to yearn for looks a bit different this this morning :)
Now, all I need to do is accept who I am now......
I can do that, I like her a lot!
Full moon ritual was beautiful and appropriate for me, as happens when I let myself be guided instead of running my own show.........my cottage ladies are my allies and my sisters and I love them.
You know people, I am still feeling lonely, still a little afraid, but not alone.