Sunday, November 01, 2009
Dancing as fast as I can.......
Been listening to some really nice music and for a while there I was really sad.
So I put on some pumping music and I flogged myself on the treadmill. Twice.
Then I mowed the lawn, because I can and it needed it.
Then I painted some blue and saw that I need to paint my sad out......and that I am quite valid in my sadness and that it is okay for me to miss things I have never had as long as I am prepared to recognise and accept them when they come with another face in who ever's time they may choose come in.
I cried a little and then I danced.
Today I danced with myself and I was beautiful!
Jackson Browne's 'Sky Blue and Black' may have been written for me today.
What the hell have I been so worried about?
Trust Michelle, just trust, I hear them whisper.....
Go, do the things you must
All is as it must be
love your self
and don't forget to dance