Artwork by my daughter Shelli......how cool is it!
Time to get really honest with myself here, and because it is here, then you too get to bask in my crap......sorry!
I have been a frantic scrabbling fool
For the last 6 months, not just the last few weeks
I am looking at myself with the blinkers off today and seeing my nuts-ness for it's real and inglorious ummm, realness :)
Aside from being rather totally embarrassing it's also a bit funny......
Some people got hurt in there, me included, so I am entitled to laugh a little
I am not responsible for anyone elses expectations or pain, no other consenting adult's anyway
What on earth was I thinking?
Obviously not much that was coherent in a real world type of way
Well, not ALL the time no, but a lot of it......
Here's hoping I can move into this next bit of future with a little more dignity and self control.
*Covers face and shakes head slowly......*
Thank goodness it was mostly in my head!!!
Oh, yes, thank god for that!