Sunday, November 01, 2009

A strange new world....

Well. It is now November. I am very glad that September and October are over.

They have been hard months for me. Lots of internal cleansing and rearranging.......erk

I have learned, however, that I am okay.

More than okay.

Why I suddenly felt so desperately needy I do not know!

God, I think I would have learned by now, that someone else is never going to be able to 'fix' me.

And that the occasional cuddle isn't worth a daily dose of bullshit from the wrong person.

Anyway, I think I feel a bit more myself now.....I bloody well hope so anyway.

I had a fun day yesterday at the jazz thingy. People are funny. Jazz is cool.

However, if I ever go out with a guy again who gropes me persistently and will not take no for an answer then I will be slapping face big time!

Take that for a given.

So, onwards!


6 comments:

Natalie said...

Ewwwwww!

Lisa said...

well you are irresistible !!

Bogey said...

Well, perhaps life will change for the better for you now. There are times when we all "need" that certain feeling of being wanted or held etc. but I think it is more important of knowing when that is. I'm sorry you had to put up with somebody who had no concept of personal boundaries. But I am happy to hear that you had a good time. Curious to know if they were all local talent that you heard or others from around the world.

Chrisy said...

...think you might need to practise that face slappin move...get the reflexs really quick and sharp...

Myst_72 said...

Oh no!

Groping on a first (?) date .....

...never a good impression eh!

Some guys should seriously read 'Dating for dummies' or something first.

G
xx

Daria said...

Yes I bet it is a strange new world ....