Well. It is now November. I am very glad that September and October are over.
They have been hard months for me. Lots of internal cleansing and rearranging.......erk
I have learned, however, that I am okay.
More than okay.
Why I suddenly felt so desperately needy I do not know!
God, I think I would have learned by now, that someone else is never going to be able to 'fix' me.
And that the occasional cuddle isn't worth a daily dose of bullshit from the wrong person.
Anyway, I think I feel a bit more myself now.....I bloody well hope so anyway.
I had a fun day yesterday at the jazz thingy. People are funny. Jazz is cool.
However, if I ever go out with a guy again who gropes me persistently and will not take no for an answer then I will be slapping face big time!
Take that for a given.