This afternoon I was feeling a bit manic and rather self destructive
I wanted to muck up and act out big time
By ten to four I was on a roll......somewhere
So, I jumped in the shower and got dressed
Hopped in the car and went awol
I had to leave the house and driving felt good, in fact I didn't want to stop
I wanted to drive and drive and drive until I got somewhere where I wasn't anymore
so
I went to two meetings tonight, back to back NA and AA
Now I remember ......
I also went to the beach and visited with a very large tree
I don't seem to be able to ground myself very well right now
tomorrow will be interesting
sigh
1 comment:
Knowing what you need to do is half the battle and you did what you needed to do. If necessary, hold onto the tree and use the strength of it's roots until you grow your own. I'm sure it won't mind.
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