Well, I did all that ........
It was interesting going back to a meeting after so long
Was truly good to see a few familiar faces
Daunting, as always, to see the many new faces, worn and fragile souls hoping for a better way
Daunting and sad, so sad to see them and know that only the very few will do the very hard yards and still be sitting there in 8 years time, a whole new person......
So yeah, I got to gratitude real fast and I certainly remembered who I was and who I choose not to be anymore and why.....that 5 minutes of oblivion I was starting to yearn for looks a bit different this this morning :)
Now, all I need to do is accept who I am now......
I can do that, I like her a lot!
Full moon ritual was beautiful and appropriate for me, as happens when I let myself be guided instead of running my own show.........my cottage ladies are my allies and my sisters and I love them.
Lots.
You know people, I am still feeling lonely, still a little afraid, but not alone.
Never alone.
5 comments:
like i always say- you are my hero- i am so glad about all aspects of your last night......well done brave girl- you are all you need to be
Beautiful and real post. Thank you
Linda
Not a bad reminder of all you could have lost over 5 minutes. I am happy for you. Keep getting to know 'you' and be good to yourself. It doesn't hurt to keep throwing in the odd reminder every once in awhile.
I like her a lot too.
Michelle, I burst out laughing at the heaven. har har
Love Renee xoxo
...not alone.
Never alone.
Yes, certainly, if I have anything to say about it. Solitude is not abandonment.
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