On Mothers Day last year none of us really knew if mum would be here for this one
I am very glad she is
I would like to write a long and meaningful post about Mothers Day and what it means to me
but you know what
It is just another day right now
I had 3 phone calls from mum last night, I think the nose clot thing freaked her out, and then she found all these broken capillary things on her legs when she got changed for bed last night. I think she was a bit pissed actually.....I think I will ring the hospital
She is scared.
She said to me that she has a really bad feeling that this 'chemo thing' was going to kill her.
What am I supposed to say to that?
One way or another this frigging thing is going to kill her.
This whole thing is a nightmare.
My big girl has sent me a hand made card for Mothers Day, it is special.
I will share it with you later.
Right now it is almost 8 am and I am sitting here, the rain is pouring down and I am feeling decidedly overwhelmed by 'mother', having one and being one has been a wild ride this year!
Sorry if that was depressing.....just a tad gobsmacked by it all today