Here is what I know in my heart
I am to be alone, for a while
I need to do my mum and my kids for a while, first and foremost
That is fine
My past history with men has been to move from one to another with not much, if any, time in between....
That was when I thought I NEEDED one to be me
I don't think that anymore and I guess I am now going to prove it to myself
When the time is right someone will come along and he will be the one I need/want for the next part of this damn journey of life, and it wont be hard, it will be very very easy...
I tell you this universe:
I will have financial security and a touch of wildness and also poetry in my life
I will have someone who is good to and for my kids
I will have someone who 'floats my boat' and cares about ME, just because...
I will have someone who does good back tickle and isn't stingey with it :)
(Very important that one)
The rest is negotiable.......
I do wonder how long a 'while' is though :)